Uhrr , date 280709 is dead okehh ?
No more between us keay ?
Its over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over keay ?!?!
Its really hurt my feelings manxs when u did this to me ?
U think its fun isit ?
It hurt much. Yes, it do .
Facing all this .
Why ?
Why must it be me ?
Dammit !
It left me speechless .
I dont know what else should i do .
Or what else should i say .
Im all confused and hurt .
*sob sob*

Well .....
This feeling , im feeling right now ,
its getting more and more complicated .
I, myself cant desribe it .
I dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing .
But for what i know ,
i hate this feeling .
Because i know i should not feel this way .
Im like having doubts .
Its not right .
It just isnt right to feel this way , right now .
I try my very best to run away from it ,
but it keep coming back to me .
Just like that .
Its very hard and tiring for me to prevent it from happening .
To prevent myself from feeling this way .
I keep telling myself positive things but when i do that ,
more and more negatives thoughts went into my mind .
Sometimes , i would just cry ,
wondering why am i feeling this way ?
Yes , it hurts .
Hurts alot to feel this way .
But like i have said before, i cant run away from it .
The only thing that i can do is to face it, strongly .
But thats the problem .
I dont think im that strong to face it .
Because of some certain reasons though .
Its hard for me .
For my heart .
I dont know if by keeping all this to myself might worked out ,
or i just have to let it all out to someone .
I have no idea .
I just hope God will help me out here .
Bringing me to the right path at the right time .
I know it will happen sooner or later .