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Its a matter of love

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♥Wednesday, February 24, 2010♥

What's with the mood?
What's with the pain?
What's with the tears?

You know that deep . Deep , painful feeling that you feel in your chest , your heart ? Like someone had stabbed you so deep in the chest and squeezes lime water to add on the pain . Yes , it's awfully painful . It felt so bad that tears stream down anytime and any when they want . So much of keeping everything to myself , huh ? Yeah . Now I shall suffer , I guess . Well ,
I shan't cry anymore.
I should cry no more.


I've told myself that, countless times .
There are times when I overcome it .
But most of the time , I fail . It's torturing, indeed .
What I feel is pain , paaain , paaaaaain .
I'm tired of this shit . Fucking tired .
You, you are one heartless bastard .
You think this is funny ?
I cared for you more than my other friends are .
Well I used to . I regret the shit out for that .
You NEVER did appreciate whatever I've done .
And you treated me like I'm invisible .
You used me , you asshole .
You think you could play around with my feelings ?
HA HA !
Naaaaaah ~ Ure bullshit !
You told me you were worthless , and being a fucking man or boyf ? You feel inferior of yourself .
I used to decline . But now I think whatever you told me were so true .
& until I believe in you & gave you all my love towards you .
But , what did you gave me bck ?
SHITS !
Ohh , whatever it is .
You deserve to be treated like shit .
Why ? Because all this while you think that the world revolves around you and you only .
Well Mister , you were so wrong, so damn wrong .
I'll take you as a stepping stone in life now .
You knw stone ? Yeaaah .
Stone where I can just step on it , throw & manymany more !
HAHA !
You so deserve this after what you've did towards me , and not only me .
Goodbye , you .
I'll try my best to forget abt you & whatever shit that the pass we've been together .
If you can do this to me , then I could do it back to you too .
(:
You want to play ? I can play the game more nasty !
Well , since you want it right ?
You've hurt me once , twice , thrice and I'm not letting it continue .
You , shall not gonna hurt me anymore because i`m taking reaction towards you or giving you a warning bastard !

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♥WithLoves, N' Azatil Aisyah
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