I`m Ahzahteel Razaleigh \m/ 
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Hello !
I'm back eh ? I'm happy that im back ! (: Heee . Im sorry for not updating my blog because my broadband spoilt . Uhrm , I can say the internet connection . Alaah , i don't know lah . I know it spoilt and now it fixed ! :D HAHA . Yesterday I had my Malay Dance . It was awesome ! Why ? Because I love playing around the rolling part and the 'war' where all must from one place to another with our own creativity with steps that we had learnt during this Malay Dance lesson . Hah , that's what the artistic dancer said . It's a 'war' . Hah , i like that part . Thumbs up to the artistic dancer ! (: Like KakRara said to me . I follow (: But , it's in a rush okay in doing the 'war' . But , letme tell you huh . Malay Dance steps are getting tougher . It's hard for me to catch-up and the counting will made me confused . Haiyaa . Well , I partnering with Syazana . That Nyonya ! Hah , it's fun to have a partnering like her . Because she simply loves laughing same goes like me (: And , oh . I love disturb her about this guy . Hee , i won't elaborate more because if she read it , I will die . Mdm Imelda taking a candid photos of us ! And , I love the piccture when I was with KakRaRa . Cute ! Yeah , bestest friend was not really well . I can see from her face and the movements eh . She is not as usual used to be active and laughing in Malay Dance . Well , she said she's dizzy . Ended Malay Dance around 11plus . Should be following Mdm Imelda to Arab Street to buy kain for our Cultural Nite . But then , cancel . Because , teacher will be taking cab and there will be no space for us to sit . How ? So , me and Tweeny decide not to go . We planned to play bowling but cancel again . I said i want to save my money and Tween also have not much money . Called & text Tweeny . I said go Hougang Mall for fun lah . So , quickly got ready and took bus 87 . Met Tween and walk to Hougang Mall . Hah , instead of saving my money . I've used up almost all . Haha , went to blackoutz and I bought 3 earrings . Hah , thought of buying more but controlled myself not to buy . Because I say i wanted to save my money . We just walked here and there . In & out a shop just to take a look . Ohh , I saw Fauzul . Awwww , i miss you lah . Heh , i miss quarreling with you in school , madrasah , outside and more lah . Until our Ustazah like tired to stop us from qurreling . Everywhere , we will quarrel . Right Fauzul ? He will called me pelacur and I called him back Stupid curly bastard ! HAHA . I said sorry to Taufiq . And , he merajok lah plak . Alamak ! So , i also merajok back . Hah , like small kid eh us ? So , we pujok each other . Lame lah -.- Saw Amirul and Rano . Super happy got see Amirul ! Heh , i miss him lah . Sebagai kawan sahaja ^^ Slack-ed with Rano and Amirul . Went to the roof top and it's hot so went to library . Amirul crack jokes . It's funny yet lame -.- Hahah . I wanted to go home beacuse i'm tired already . But , Tween don't wanted to . But , I still wanted to go home and Tween also followed . Sorry Tween . 2 person text me . Uhrgh , i hate the 1st person whom text me . Reached home , sleep till 6pm . Woke up , around 7plus , daddy wanted to sent grandma to her house back . And , grandma asked to tag along with her to stay with her . I tell daddy about it . He don't let me . Strange huh ? Usually he gave . At night , my father say today we going on holiday . I was like WHAT ? Then , mummy said don't because she sick back . Haiyaa , she didn't take good care of herself . See lah , she just recover and back to work until didn't even care about her health . Now , sick back . So , my father also cancel . I'm happy ! I can't be going because i'm waiting for someone to come back first ): Then , father said how about tomorrow night we go . And , I still said no . So do mummy . So , father said we go on Sunday . Me and mummy said okay . But , i hopefully him/her come earlier before i go on holiday . Hais . I miss him/her badly ): Quickly come back lah . Hais .
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain .
I don't know why after all . You're gone , you came back again texting me just to talk about our past . I hate it . And , it's over okay . You said whether I love you or not . The answer is NO . FULLSTOP . Don't ever ask me such a idiot question . You have one already with you NOW . And , you still dare doing such thing to other girls ? I know , you had freedom as your girlfriend are out in other country on holiday . So , you can do whatever you want . Yes , I didn't got angry when you text me but once you said about our past , that's it . I'm done . You don't have to say all this and that to me . I'm not interested at all . Seriously . It's over for you to tell me all this . It's too late for you . Why now just you wanted to tell all this ? Why not as before you told me earlier ? I hate you ! Liar ! I've forgotten you and so do our past . I love you more than you deserve and why am I such a fool ? To trust all your sweet , sweetest words which made me happy and after all I broke up with my boyf . Well , you have go on with your life , so do I . I'm happy with my life now . I hope yours too . Well , I don't need you because I have friends , family & HIM to be with me . I don't need you anymore . You can just leave . You take me as part of your life by having me to just make you happy and not to be lonely ? You have someone to entertain to ? Ohh , bullshit ! I'm fortunate to have you that time . I'm happy with you . I don't know why . It's like so fast my heart was taken by you , and now . Broken by you . It's in pieces because of you which it was so hard to fixed it back . Days by days , it recovered . I remembered . The last night , you text me and said 'I'm sorry baby . I don't love you anymore .' When you left , I lost a part of me . The next day , I got to know you attached with my friend . Was shocked you did this to me . Hmm , I don't think so all of your excuses make sense . Please , think twice . Don't be such an idiot ! I know everything . You just don't have to 'belet-beletkan' the story . I've enough of you . I'm tired of your game . Just get away okay . GoodBye to you loser !
Ahhh , whatever shit lah I type . I know I shouldn't type about the aboove post . It's just a waste of time yeah ? Whatever . I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate him to the max ! Okay , cut it out . Okayy , i'm off . Going out with my father to shopping (: Heh , today daddy was great ! ;D I Love You ! :DD
Gtg , ByeBye . Will update again later ! (:
@ 6:39 PM