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Its a matter of love

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♥Saturday, September 4, 2010♥

'Cos everything was rearrange

It's been a tough few days. I've had to battle uncertainty at my school work, which is ironic because it seems, this shuffles between work at home. I have to at least thank God for the fact that uncertainty shuffles between one for the other, if not I would have to find other means to keep myself sane.

Amidst all of the chaos and lethargy, I find my senses becoming more acute and fine-tuned, as they develop during the challenges I face at my school work. I have to stop being so naive and close-minded. And to stop trying too hard. That always seem to backfire and my actions will pit themselves against me.

But, a typical day would end with me staring blankly into nothing, in my bed, while surrounded by piles of books and the incomplete task homeworks and so do my revision work. And that few minutes where my mind is a blank and at a standstill, leaves me feeling satisfied. It's as if that few minutes determine my sanity.

Sometimes, I ask myself, am I strong enough to do what I've set out to do? Can I find it within me to complete all of my tasks? Or should I just shut the hell up and just do it? I can't help myself. I just can't shut up. I just have to do something or say something. And in the end, I shoot myself in the dark.

We'll see what happens. I just have to be smart in making my next move. Ultimately, that uncertainty will stay. Like a piece of parasite. Damn.

Well, his always there for me and that certainly brings some lightness in my heart. Quickly come back lah you. Im waiting for you since just now. Hmmmph~ Iloveyou.

Right, i wanna have some rest for awhile. And, back to this blogging alright! Later peers.

♥WithLoves, N' Azatil Aisyah
@ 9:49 AM